Tuesday, September 24, 2019

LIVING IT OUT


The prospect of a future marked with success is great fuel for today's journey. So whether you lie down at night and imagine yourself speaking to thousands of people and basking in their admiration, or you put up pictures of yachts and mansions in front of your reading table, you are in good company. But the daily steps required to arrive at such a destination, are often not easy to take.

If we do succeed, the people who tell our stories, including us, will likely romanticize our success, and add a glaze of beauty to the struggles we had to endure to emerge victorious. Such stories of near failure and defeat that culminate in victory are so irresistibly sweet- the stuff of children's stories, but the hearers will never understand that while living it out, there was nothing beautiful about those struggles- they were real.

Moments of inadequacy and self-doubt are hardly ever missing from a hero story. Even Jesus who knew the purpose and ultimate end of His life, at that dreadful moment of darkness in Gethsemane had a tough period that perhaps more than any other, revealed his humanness. We humans get afraid during tough journeys and begin to fantasize about giving up. I know I've had too many of such moments. This is perhaps the reason the nonsensical saying that "school is a scam" has become so popular.

In reality, no one, no matter how driven or clear-minded they are about their life's aim, is spared from the trepidation of living it out today. And maybe it is not such a bad thing that we are not burdened with the knowledge of tomorrow, for whether good or bad, it can scarcely help us today.

The truest act of bravery is therefore the courage to live through today as best we can, knowing that "by the mile it's hard, but inch by inch everything is a cinch".

Saturday, September 21, 2019

AQUILA PULCHRA

 
Subtle the sound of a cocoon cracked
New butterfly on high mountain verge
Wind blows is that the way to go
Not sure where he stood or where to go
Eyes open wide he looks around
Friends and foes soon to be found
Then came the question of his wings
If they'd prevail against the winds

Soon he breaks forth in tremulous wavy flight
Into a world of both darkness and light
The songs The cheers The soothing beauty
And awful monuments of virtue's frailty
Time went swiftly by
Or was it how fast he could fly?
Wings now fully spread
Beauty by all plainly read


The wind bears in her majesty all that comes along
For a nice short spin or a ride too long
Soon he learns not everyone is a friend
And against many he must himself defend
Flying high or low the journey goes on
Through fragrant meadows in joyous blossom
Through success or struggle
Not a bug but an eagle

©Benjamin Emmanuel Dabuwar